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I have this deep, heartfelt love for the broken and jumbled mess that’s future!Dean. He’s beautiful even in his bitterness, and as much as he’s hardened himself, he still seeks physical closeness, connecting with people around him on the one level he’s still comfortable with. ♥ I can easily see Cas getting caught up in the wake of Dean’s angry passion.

This is a break from my usual h/c routine. Hurt? Check. Comfort? Uhm, not so much.

Also, I’m still working on that longer End fic; just felt like taking my porn fu out for a test drive.

Have I mentioned that this is very, very porny?

Title: as we move towards perdition
Author: ethia
Rating: NC-17
Genre/Pairing: Dean/Cas, Dean/OFCs (mentioned), Cas/OFC
Spoilers: 5.04
Warnings: Mentions of torture, gore. Angst.
Word count: 3511
Summary: In which sex doesn’t equal love, and Castiel slip-slides gracelessly into humanity.
Notes: PWP, set somewhere within the five-year-timeframe given in The End, somewhat closer to 2014 than 2009. Heavily inspired by Bonnie ‘Prince’ Billy’s Strange Form Of Life.

( This is the first time they’re touching like this. )

Title: and even if love were not what I wanted
Author: ethia
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Spoilers: 5.01, to be on the safe side
Warnings: second person POV; schmoop
Word Count: 4.084
Summary: Six times Dean wanted to kiss Castiel (and one time he did).
Notes: Title taken from Even If Love by Bonnie Prince Billy.

( and even if love were not what I wanted )