and just for a moment pretend

[ethia]

My heart sings with love for the boys these days, I swear. I'll probably know The End by heart by the end of the week; it's ridiculous how much I love the episode, despite (or rather: because of) all the angst. I've been plotting post-End fic all day yesterday and the better part of today: it's about one of the many roads that lead to Detroit, and Dean struggling with wanting Cas, and getting what he wants, sort of. You wouldn't believe how happy this fic - and writing it - makes me; I just hope I'll do it justice, because I really, really want to share it.

Also: I'm loving the hell out of season 5 so far and if I find the time I'd really like to post some thoughts on how far the boys have come, especially Dean, who literally had me in tears at the end of Fallen Idols. Oh, Dean.

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[ethia.livejournal.com]

Oh, I love hospitals, too. They're great places, always bustling with energy, and a lot of good things happen there - it's not just dreadfully sick people all the time, and sometimes even the smallest progression will make people incredibly happy. Uhm, yeah, I love my job. ;)

Also, thanks for the well wishes; my sleeping patterns are all shot to hell, but I'm starting another nightshift tonight, so that's okay.