tell your children not to do what I have done

[ethia]

My sleeping patterns are all screwed to hell; I have been awake for 30 hours straight (6 of which I spent in a bus crowded with hyperactive and well-rested people) and I'm very clearly steering straight towards my breaking point. I barely know how to string together sentences any more, and I hope like you wouldn't believe that I'll get some restful sleep tonight, because I've got plans for tomorrow and I just yearn for it to be a good day. There's this Dean/Cas story I want to write, a post-series fic in which the two of them have tucked themselves away in a quiet corner of the world, simply enjoying each other's company. I feel that if I don't finish the first draft tomorrow, I never might. And it will be porny, and schmoopy, and quietly tender, because that's exactly what I want for the boys right now.

Comments

[seablue-eyes.livejournal.com]

Six hours on a bus?? Oh, you poor, poor thing. *hugs* Hope you get some sleep tonight :)

[ethia.livejournal.com]

Yeah, those were fun times. ;) But I did get a lot of sleep in the meantime, so all is well. Thank you so much for your kind wishes!

[sundaysonggirl.livejournal.com]

30 hours awake and 6 in a bus?! Wow that's a new level of suckery! You need a big bowl of cookies now... and sleep of course! I hope you get one really good!

Oh that story sounds so amazing!! Porny and schmoopy yes I'm all for that! I have to admit I'm starting to like porny haha.
So again I'll wait patiently :)

Have a good and looong sleep with beautiful dreams! ♥)

[ethia.livejournal.com]

Aww, thank you so much, my dear! ♥

Yes, toward the end it got really horrible. I think I've never been so glad to finally be able to lie down. I tried to get some sleep on the bus but they somehow build these seats to make that all but impossible.

I have to admit I'm starting to like porny haha.
Hee! I hope I didn't corrupt you. ^.^ But, with Cas and Dean, porny is as good as it gets.

[sundaysonggirl.livejournal.com]

But, with Cas and Dean, porny is as good as it gets.
You're absolutely right!
First I thought these fics would ruin them for me in a way that I'm not able to watch them like I used to but I can't help myself. However it's a little strange actually to see them in an episode and to think: Oh wait they aren't gonna kiss, I only read that in a fic. Yeah I think I'm not making any sense ;)

[ethia.livejournal.com]

However it's a little strange actually to see them in an episode and to think: Oh wait they aren't gonna kiss
Hee, I know what you mean. Makes watching a little frustrating, doesn't it? ;) But, seriously, I still enjoy their little platonic moments, especially now that we're getting so many of them. *loves on the boys*

[sundaysonggirl.livejournal.com]

When I keep thinking on that I'm sure this preslash on the show is more exciting than seeing them together as a couple. More space for interpretations and hopes and fics of course.
I really love the couples in my fav shows but preslash gives me more butterflies.
Hm so to see that in this way we're sososo lucky ;)

[ethia.livejournal.com]

Yes, exactly! No matter how wonderful it would be to see at least a kiss on screen (I'd melt watching that), it's so much better to keep that part in our imagination. Because, yeah, in this case, anticipation is all the fun. :)

[sundaysonggirl.livejournal.com]

Thank you for giving me this shot in my mind of Dean and Cas kissing. I'm dreaming away a little now :)

[ethia.livejournal.com]

Aww, dreaming of Dean and Cas kissing is the best. Thing. Ever. Boys! ♥ (Sorry, I'm pretty incoherent today, I hope it'll get better tomorrow. ;)

[skydawnjade.livejournal.com]

New layout right?

30hours straight? What is your secret??? I hope you had sleep!

btw Ive just followed you on Twitter. I hope it's okay!

[ethia.livejournal.com]

Yeah, refuted makes 'em so pretty I just can't resist. ;)

Hee, it's not a secret as such: I've been working nightshifts lately, and now my body is refusing to revert to its natural sleep pattern. But, I'm working on it, and I did get some sleep in the meantime.

Followed you right back! I mostly just post my blips over there, but maybe I'll use it more often now.

[skydawnjade.livejournal.com]

Oh yes true!!

ohh I see. What is your job? I know it's in health care but I forgot to ask you (Im a bad LJ friend)

YAY!

[ethia.livejournal.com]

I'm a nurse-in-training; just five months to go, and then I'll be taking my exams. Tough times ahead, but I love the job a lot. I get to meet so many different and interesting people, and most of them are so incredibly nice that I hardly ever feel like I'm working, you know. Thanks for taking an interest, and don't feel bad about not asking; I know you've got other things on your mind.

[skydawnjade.livejournal.com]

Wow Im impressed. It's great you're working with nic epeople. When work is not a pain, it's just awesome.
Don't thanked me for that! I like to know more about people I like! And we all have troubles RL and I think it's not a reason to not trying to learn more about people!